Why I havent posted

Someone was asking why, well I totally havent been on plan at all this week. My grandmother had another stroke and have removed the feeding tube and taken her off the vent and she has been moved to hospice house, although she is breathing on her own, I believe they have given her a week to 10 days, so I have been spending all my time at hospice. The whole family is here. My grandparents had 8 children and one died last summer, so everyone and their kids are down here and we are just waiting. It is very sad, so If I dont post much in this next week, this is why. Thanks to all for your kind words. I will be back on as soon as I can.

amy

WHY....WHY....WHY!!

I have really blew it today, had to do some stuff this morning and stopped at walmart, and of course havent eaten anything since 2 am at work and was starving, so stopped at deli and got .5 pound of bbq chicken chunks(i know, i know) and then Sonic was there and I intended to stop there and forgot so went in there and had a xtra long coney dog with tater tots, so for today I have already had 49 pts for today...not good, not good......sigh!!!

Not sure why I end up doing these things, but I did and have moved on. Im eating my salad for supper that I should have eaten at work last night instead of the meatball sub and jalapeno chips. I need to buy some more water as im out. Im going to try to do much better this weekend since I am weighing in on Tuesday night.

amy